My name is Dana, My thought's include

I think I'm going to be a complete myspace user until boredom forces me back here/ the summer, so please don't expect me to know things you put on here.

- livejournal... even though your a good time waster, I only really wanted to see pictures of other people.
- Its ok that myspace is better than you
- Its me... not you


* farewell my timewasting friend

= writing 20 random things about yourself and then tagging a # of people that also happens to be the amount of minutes it takes for you to finish it.

I'ts go time once this clock hit's 5:30

I like to run because it distract me from everything else
I like music alot
trumpet's fun
I'm better at singing then I am at trumpet
I miss all the college kids
I haven't updated in god knows how long
I'm really busy this year
Senior year kind of sucks because of that
I have a large amount of friends
Underclassmen are worth some time
this is taking me way too long
I'm going to have to tag alot of people
I have to count these up after I'm done
I've realized how lame this is
I like to eat things sometimes
I also have an eating disorder I like to call malaria
Tissues scratch your nose
My cup on the desk is half empty
I drink alot of water
I try to eat healthy whenever I can
I wrote too many

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S0... THIS IS THE BUSIEST YEAR I'VE EVER HAD BUT I'M FINALLY GETTING USED TO IT.
CLASSES ARE MILDLY ENTERTAINING AND MY TEACHERS ARE ALL MILDLY COOL.


I DON'T COME LAST AT CROSS COUNTRY MEETS AND PEOPLE ARE NOTICING THAT I'M LOSING ALOT OF WEIGHT. THAT'S KIND OF COOL EXCEPT THAT MY PARENTS THINK THAT I HAVE AN EATING DISORDER. MAYBE I SHOULD TAKE LESSONS FROM A CERTAIN SOMEONE AND SHOW THEM WHAT AN EATING DISORDER LOOKS LIKE. I'M SENSING GUMMY BEARS IN MY FUTURE FOR SOME ODD REASON (cough, hannah) <---- AND SEE THAT'S WHAT WOULD NORMALL BE IN BOLD SO ITS NOT IN BOLD. i'm so clever


I'M GOING TO THE DOCTORS TOMORROW BECAUSE MY PARENTS THINK I HAVE THRUSH. IT'S THIS WIERD FUNGUS EVERYONE HAS IN THEIR MOUTH, BUT IT'S NOT SUPPOSED TO SHOW UP BECAUSE YOUR BODY FIGHTS IT. WELL, I'VE SEEN IT FOR OVER A YEAR IN MY MOUTH, AND NEVER REALLY THOUGHT ALOT ABOUT IT. SO THIS MEANS ONE OF TWO THINGS, I HAVE AIDS, OR MONO. OR IF WE WANT TO GO TO THREE THINGS, I EITHER HAVE AIDS, MONO, OR MY PARENTS SCARED ME OVER NOTHING... I KIND OF HOPE FOR THE LAST ONE.


BESIDES THAT... IT'S 12:14 AND I JUST UPDATED FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A WHILE... SO I'M GOING TO BED NOW.

LIVEJOURNAL DEVOURS YOUR SOUL

Work 6-close Friday... 3-close Saturday... alot of homework? Each one deserves a very very yes

So about this having no time for a social life thing. Ya, I hate it. As of now I hate Andrew's mom but my parents are ok with me going down to one day a week working.

Doing homework right now, hopefully I'll be done so maybe I could actually do something this weekend.



Random... but I had a dream that I actually remember


I'm inside a house, Adam's house and it's 4:30 in the morning.

A furby (or something like it) wakes me up and starts explaining that I can't tell anyone else to wake up because "there's something amazing outside, the sun and the moon are eating eachother, they're covering eachother, it's amazing, don't wake anyone" and it just went like that for a while.

I sit up and look through 2 windows, and through the second one it's adam and his mom sleeping heads down at a dinner table, and adam's in blue and yellow soccer stuff.

Neat, i'm going crazy.



Well, bye bye

The first weekend of full out homework and it took me 8 hours to finish it... now this could either be because i have massive amounts, or all of the other things wrong with me kept me too distracted

My Disability List:

-Today I couldn't talk because I have a weird cold
-Walking still hurts. I really hope it has nothing to do with why I'm sick
-I burnt me tongue with tea last night
(that's what I get for drinking 180 degree tea (or even tea in the first place)) <--- that use of parentheses is badass


My Weekend:

-After school XC practice, then directly after work til close
-Closing took forever because a sink flooded, got home at 1
-My coffee filled state kept me up til 3
-Woke up at 7 for XC meet, couldn't run because of henry and steve (my blisters now have names)
-got home, went directly to work (by directly I mean within 10 minutes)
-Worked til close (please keep in mind I'm on 4 hours of sleep and sick)
-got home at 12:10 then took tylenol PM for the first time
-Sleeping was easy but when I woke up I was completely dehydrated and my voice was gone
-Homework started in between half pass outs and half naps from my cute cold
-Done at 11:30... Wtf?

Atleast It was interrupted by Chinese food and cake. That's not even that good though, because I'm slowly becoming really healthy food oriented, enough so that the Chinese food made me feel shitty. I guess that's good right?

I really haven't done this in a while so I might as well tell everyone I'm still alive livejournal-wise... it's just that I've been extremely from
-AP work
-Saying all the goodbyes
-School Starting
-Cross Country
-Assloads of homework for the first week of school

along with other random stuff... like a normal sleep schedule. Who needs those anyway?

Well I'll post more at some point

Until then

Why'd summer seem so slow until the last 3 weeks of it. Between goodbyes and AP work it seems that every minute needs to be spent the best or I'm going to miss saying goodbye to someone, regret not seeing them, or not finish my work. I can't wait til school starts just because that means time will crawl again, even if it's only for waiting to get out of class.

I miss you

-A very stressed Dana

I've never honestly considered people leaving. I expected the high school excitement and joy to keep going until I was through with it, for things not to stop happening until i ended them, for people to stay until I stopped enjoying their company. Well today I get a kick out of that little idea. I had to say good bye to Alec and watch everybody say goodbye to curtis.

Not only am I surprisingly emotional at times (ya weird huh..), but I don't handle things well (things like regret issues, and wishing for more time). I'm sure everyones is kind of going through this right now, but college has turned into an ominous looking cloud. Whenever I think about it I think about a chapter in my life ending, a door shutting, a moment passing, a period at the end of a sentence. My life was different once I met all of these people this summer and now that they're leaving (even if only to college) it just means that my life will never be like this again. The times where me and everyone else I met this summer would hang around a park, go out to play frisbee, have a movie/talk night, go to rocky horror show, or even play the human knot game with... none of these things will ever happen again in the same way. With college there won't be one of those people a 15 minute drive away. With college I can't sit up at night just talking til 4 in the morning with the same energy and listening. Things are just changing. People are growing up into something that I'm too far behind to keep up with.

I guess it's good that I wish every one of you would never be more than a half an hour away.

I could try to stir up more emotions but out of concern with my own at the moment I'll stop there with open sentences about me hating the fact that people are leaving, and growing up. I guess I'm self centered to think that I should get to keep them close forever... I just wish I knew you all way before this summer.

By the way for every person that leaves, they get a journal entry... So I'll start now
The entries will be private unless you tell me otherwise

Well I realized I've procrastinated long enough with my AP homework, so now (instead of playing computer games) I take that computer playing time and read instead.

Beloved was a really weird book, but it's weirdness made me like it alot
and
So far Pride and Prejudice seems really up tempo and easy to read... except for the scrabble worthy vocabulary...

Who knows... maybe reading raises your verbosity. Oh yes, I used verbocity in a sentence.

Well wish me luck on the work, I'm spreading myself very thin between it and all the people I want to see before they head off to college, so please schedule it in now lol

Oh ya... well work's really fun surprisingly, yes I work at a coffee shop, and yes it is only because of finley and his awesome mother. But it's in milford so come visit.

-Playgrounds are still fun in highschool
-Cremeland kicks hardcore ass (not as much as no pudge ice cream though)
-Bowlings only fun when you find the 12 pound ball with the cancer spot on it

Well throughout the summer the blur effect is just getting worse... you know, the thing where all the fun days are smeared together in your head so you can't remember what happened when. I might as well just do another list

- Concert, Point Blank and Dork Elite
- Ice Cream after wards
- Badminton
- Getting a job at a coffee shop (thank you andrew)
- Melissa's cool friends aka (becca, sarah)
- Getting asked to be the singer for a new band (ya it's a highschool band but that's still pretty cool... atleast for me
- Kyle's birthday, happy birthday kyle
- The Skeleton key... it was a really good movie, just slow to get into.
- Rocky horror
I didn't really expect anything that I saw when we went there. People were literally having dressed sex everywhere on the stage, and as a bonus it was one of the stages where the audience wrapped around three sides of it. It's in Portsmouth by the way. But ya, the sex thing... you could look anywhere at any given time and see either lesbian sex :), heterosexual sex :], or gay sex :(... It was completely amazing. The only thing i didn't like was when "the yellers" (the people that yell things before lines to make it funnier) yelled different or things early. At some points you couldn't here anything including the show and at others the yellers were literally an entire paragraph in the script off. Still Amazing though

We got "dressed" at becca's house. The costumes were donated by melissa and molly (some of her dance stuff) and it ended up looking like i was a crazy whore, and Ryan was a Mr. Slave from south park. You know you're secure with your sexuality when - you're putting on eyeliner in the bathroom for rocky horror - you're wearing a skirt with a shirt that was so small that if it was a centimeter less anywhere it wouldn't have fit...

well here's the pictures thanks to melissa and a becca's neighbor, who she called just to have him take pictures and leave... awkward yet hilarious
http://www.livejournal.com/users/twinkleinhereye/

well besides all that stuff, i've been seriously thinking about whether or not I want to do something. Becca and Ryan were talking about all the musicals they've done in the palace theatre and other places, and it seems extremely interesting. I think I'm going to make a stab at it this year, it's just scary because I'm trying out for alot of things that seem way above my head (all state trumpet, all state voice, and the palace theatre stuff)... Ehh am i good enough to do it? blah..

Ya it's 2:30, and yes, it is also livejournal, but after cruising around online for a while I've realized one thing... I HATE HILLARY CLINTON. After hearing so much about the "grand theft auto" controversy I decided to look it up, and lone and behold maddox explains it the best.

http://www.thebestpageintheuniverse.net/c.cgi?u=ticket_to_hell

I used to just kind of not like Hillary Clinton for a few of my personal opinions that I'll explain later... but this is just the icing on the hatred cake. This game started more than 3 years ago with the main objective of gang wars, genocides, and street racing. But we all know the real point of the game is much worse. I never did the missions, I just ran around running helpless pedestrians over with cars, shooting old ladies, and hitting random people with baseball bats. Oh wait, there was even a little thing you could do where you pulled to the side of the road and the whore came in, the car rocks some, she gets out of the car... then you kill her and get all your money back.

But somehow because someone made a patch where you can actually see (in PIXELATED detail) the act of sex her panties fly up into one of the largest bunches anyone in public has ever seen, besides when she found out about that whole monica thing...

How can we expect someone to be our president when they put so much time and effort into something so stupid.. BLAME THE PARENTS, not the game makers. What happened to looking at labels on the games, or trusting parents to keep the game out of their younger generations hands if they don't find it suitable? and if you're youngster finds a patch where you can make the people have sex in front of you (IN PIXELATED detail) how old can they be? They must be (insert age of average boy puberty here / girl puberty if she's a whore ) how else would they come across it.

Another thing, that I've discussed with quite a few people, is that I honestly can't see a woman president. Now before I get in alot of trouble by esaing that, please listen to the explanation.

-Just because we accept woman as equal to the status of men doesn't mean that any other country will.
*How can we expect Hilly to go meet with high ranking officials that lead their own countries in ways like forcing women to keep their face covered?
we as Americans have overcome this, but this is something that can't be pushed by a country, it has to be pushed by the women in countries without womans rights.

-How observant can she honestly be if she didn't notice Monica down Bill's pants

-If there is one message that echoes forth from this conference, let it be that human rights are women's rights...And women's rights are human rights, once and for all.
Hillary Rodham Clinton, August 1995
*DUH YOU STUPID BITCH ... you're not playing the "vote for me because I'm female and you're a female too" at all

-Her site makes me angry...


EGHAD it's 3:00, that's alot of elapsed time... please comment

Even though a whiles only about a week, there's been alot of things that have been amazing... Including -Beach with Ryan, Nicole, Jen, Obrien, Foley blah blah blah oh ya, and Phina all the beach pictures here... http://nikkicmradsnbgd.myphotoalbum.com/view_album.php?set_albumName=album11

-Saw Pulp Fiction -carla's house, followed by ddr, followed by a block out, followed by twister...

-WATER COUNTRY... not that fun (except for the Carla, Trisha, Ryan, and Nicole parts of it) Then we all went to ryans, after a big confusing time making it to pizza market... At Ryans we played DDR, which I always find amusing (wow I just had to look up amusing at dictionary.com, and oh ya I have a fever but it's a secret)

 -Found a few new bands that I really like. By found I of course mean introduced to because i don't go to underground concerts... Dresden Dolls, Hot Hot Heat, the Garden State Sound Track

-Met up with Melissa Stuart, ya, we're getting married... I haven't talked to her since 8th grade and after talking to her before she's leaving to college, it makes me honestly mad that I missed 2 potential years with her. But she's still amazing as always

On another note, i can't figure out how to put pictures in my live journal... please discuss

pretty much self explanatory...

- It went swimming getting on chris's boat
- Wouldn't turn on
- Curtis had a broken cell phone
- I put in it's battery
- It worked

and yes, i did explain it anyway...

Wedding Crashers is amazing

before that is was rolling around on wet rocks "henry bridge river"
and barnard pool

Chris's Boat, it was funny talking to his mom
-tubings fun
-I suck at water ski-ing... I blame my retarded feet but I'm sure that's not it
-the water at glen lake was surprisingly warm

Szumiesz's House Bon Fire
-eric, chris, adam, steve, jonessa, kevin, sonia, alex, cleveland, kyle, and I... it was fun

It's nice to see good friends again

Ya, this is my second post in 15 minutes, but it just hit me that seussical was over... I'm never going to need to know those lines or do any of those ridiculous things again... :AKLJF:AKJDF:LAK:BLKN:LKA:DCMC:DFJPIOERPOIQEJRQEIFJAPKJFS:ALKJFD:KAJV:LN:LSJBG:OG

I miss it, I want all of my friends to have seen it... or some people I knew well atleast. One last performance for everyone that didn't see it???

I worked really hard to be good in that show, I hope I did, but besides that... after working that hard it shouldn't just be useless information in your head...

Confused, good night

First Day Seussical
-I messed up a few lines in both of the shows but i tried not to make it obvious.
-It's really cool when you make other people laugh with just facial expressions
-Me and Carla got piled on with compliments... We didn't know whether to hide or hang ourselves
-I successfully dodged the newspaper
-We went to the common to do a "preview" yesterday
-People actually came?
-Alot of fun, really exhausting... yet I'm still up at 2 oclock


Ethan's
-knife throwing
-ddr
-drama with no awkward cloud?
-someone got put in their place
-jerry visited early... yay jerry
-enough is enough with some people
-alot of happy, alot of laughing, alot of jesus... I need to be up in 8 hours

The Dress Rehearsal went amazingly well
-the ensemble pulled together and had the most energy I'd ever seen them with
-everyone remembered all their lines
-the pit's doing an amazing job
-every song is actually fun to watch, and i've been watching it over and over again since summer started
-I remembered all my lines! (except when i occassionally blank out and start singing later in the song
-everyone's singing! as opposed to half the people not opening their mouths
-the props are relatively fun to look at... though we don't exactly have a set


COME SEE IT IT'LL BE AMAZING


And now for the sorry part... I'm not sure if anyone this pertains to reads my livejournal, but:
-I'm sorry i haven't seen you guys in a long time
-My times been taken up by Seussical everyday for the past few months, and when I'm not doing that I'm either reading beloved or doing something (that I get called for really early in the morning) with people that abide by seussical schedules...

A.K.A. all the new friends that I made right before they graduated
and the juniors from both Florida and West
* You guys are really fun to be around, but after seussical I'm going to be less available... not EXTREMELY less available.. it's just I have another year of highschool left and I don't want to burn any bridges this summer.


The Group... i'll start calling everyone after seussical ends... please come see it

http://www.livejournal.com/users/cowpenguin/170918.html <---- Lori's description of what would happen if you don't see seussical.. Bravo Lori

Well we had a very nice practice today and the whole thing might actually pull together!

Acting tips help
-"pretend to be jerry"
-"be more excited"
-"stop being a dana"
-"even though you will never be excited pretend you are"
-"Put some energy into it kiddo, i need to see energy"
-"Dana stop being so fat"

Thank you...

Besides that the awkward coud blew away and me jen curtis carla nicole ryan hannah and he who shall not be named had a discussion on her porch... I was very happy with it

For some reason god gave me a hand with a certain word game today... thank you god

Seussical? Ya we did a dress rehearsal today, we have 3 good songs... there's alot more than 3 in the show and that's where the problem is. I want permission to carry around a club and hit anyone in the ensemble that isn't acting, because if I'm making a complete jackass out of myself they better be too. One person in particular comes to my mind as the first to be beated with this club of mine, his/HER name rhymes with saggy boranger... A:Kfj:ALDJF:K:DJF:DJ:FJ

On another note
I hope some really good decisions were made by a select few people... because i'm sure it must really suck

Come see seussical :) it'll be a good laugh if anything... bring pillows